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four more days, he is going to leave , with my heart. im not very sure about my feeling for him now, worship, like or love.thats really confused me a lot. this is the first time i have feeling for someone. i dun want to see him,dun want to call him , dun want to message him, just, think about him secretly. away from suffering , neither him nor me. i will not tell him that my feeling for him, because he has already belong to someone.this is a good chance to forget. outside is still raining . i just made him promise me he will never forget i like rainy day, for him maybe i am just a childish girl,but he may not know , everything that i told him is deep from my heart.....