im sorry
thats only thing i can say to you
i tried to avoid it as i relly do not know how to bring it up, it not only hurt you but myself as well. im so bad. i think im not going to forgive myself forever. but i will do what exactly what you said, i will dream what i want to dream, go where i want to go and be what i want to be. and all this things i will just do for you! im not intend to hurt you, i just want to concentrate first and sum my life up first. then , wait until a right time when i can responsible for everything that i decide. and you will never lost me as a friend. there is one thing i need to tell you seriously. you are really perfect and best in my heart. i will not thank you here cos it will always in my heart.